I am right there with you! I have gone back and forth in my mind about some big decisions of my life a bit too many times. But I'd like to think that is not a bad thing! It is only human. No matter what we decide, we will always think "what if...?". I don't think we can ever have a binary black-and-white mind where one decision is right and the other is wrong. So it is only natural that our level of motivation fluctuates. <3
I remember this feeling well and it's on one of these afternoons that I made the decision to come back to India. I would say it solved everything and my life has been like a cake walk since but it's not true. This too came with its own challenges, but I don't feel that deep discontent anymore. All challenges have been welcome, between the tantrums and weeping and heartbreak - still, I didn't feel the discontent. I don't know how much of this will help you either... But it's what I went through.
I am right there with you! I have gone back and forth in my mind about some big decisions of my life a bit too many times. But I'd like to think that is not a bad thing! It is only human. No matter what we decide, we will always think "what if...?". I don't think we can ever have a binary black-and-white mind where one decision is right and the other is wrong. So it is only natural that our level of motivation fluctuates. <3
I remember this feeling well and it's on one of these afternoons that I made the decision to come back to India. I would say it solved everything and my life has been like a cake walk since but it's not true. This too came with its own challenges, but I don't feel that deep discontent anymore. All challenges have been welcome, between the tantrums and weeping and heartbreak - still, I didn't feel the discontent. I don't know how much of this will help you either... But it's what I went through.